Yukio_Nojima's Xanga

Long time...

Tue, 23 May 2006 22:07:04 GMT

Hiya Guys!!! I know i am soo sorry that i haven't been able to write on here as much anymore! But i got some good news :D I already know what i am gonna have for a baby. I am gonna have a baby girl :D And i am gonna name her June Aerith Carter. ^_^ Yep soo what ya'll think? I hope you all like it.. Um i finally got internet, at my new home. Michael and I don't live with our roomates anymore, we live in base houseing by ourselves now. And i gotta tell ya, it feels great now being by ourselves. We don't fight anymore, cus now i feel we have enough space to just ignore each other for a few mins and then we are ok.. The good thing about my husband, its that he never pushes the subject and when i got all moody on him he doesn't insult me back. He knows how i am and knows for a fact that half the things i say and do at times isn't really what i mean. I am very luck to have such a understanding husband. I don't think i could have picked anyone better. I am very happy, And now that we are gonna have our baby. I feel more support from him than ever. Because he goes and checks out all the little clothes and things we need together. I am happy to see him how much he is putting in effort to show that he is gonna be involed in this baby's life as much as the navy will let him ^_^. For example for going at the ultra sound, the told me that he might not be able to make it... I was a bit disappointed because i really wanted him there.. It was funny because the clinic made me wait for 4 hours until it was my turn. My appointment was suppose to be at 1... lol well he was able to make it.. I was soo happy.. Then when it doctor told us it was gonna be a girl, My mother who was there with me got soo excited lol. She had said she really wanted me to please have a girl.. Well i guess its funny, cus i am :D Yeah my mom doesn't like the name i picked out for her but seriously? lol i don't care cus i do lol.. anyways just wanted to share with you all the good news soo, thats it :D

*Yukio*

what's it like!?

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 06:15:37 GMT

Hello fellow furries! how's the life? Well mine has been ya know kinda different lately... With me being pregnant and all i guess you could say i've been moody >.>; Yeah ok, i've always been moody.. But seriously... I have to say i have been more lately since now that i have these mood swings because i feel awful half the time. Hm... I don't know about you guys maybe i need your advice. I think in a marriage there should be lots of love, respect and of course understanding. Now i don't know how to go about this with out feeling akward about it... See, since i got married, i know that now its no longer about going out anymore.. ya know going to parties getting drunk and well doing all that stuff you use to do in single life... Of course there are a lot of couples who well let there spouse do those things... Like me.. But for some reason.. I can't help but feel like an ass... (puts on a donkey face) Giving that much liberty to my husband.. While i stay home... bored... doing really nothing... Well i am a bit of a social person.. But i really don't feel comfortable with the people my husband, calls "Friends". Maybe because they feel a bit pushy... and intrusive... Kinda like nosey... I am very much a private person... that kind of feeling makes me feel very uncomfortable.. Like for example.. I hate per pressure.. Ya know that pressure where they make fun of you cus you don't drink, or do something like that? We'll that always happend when michael would take me with his friends.. everyone would be drinking and partying while I have to watch everyone.. and well they'd ask me why don't i.. and well i always say cus i don't like it.. Of course later they go and make fun of me and well keep pressing the subject.. I am not as strong as i seem to be give in to be a part of the crowd.. But now.. I'm pregnant.. I'm gonna be 24 in june.. i am gonna have a baby soon.. Don't think i am a little old already to be trying to look good with the "crowd" Plus lol its not like i've ever been... Just a reminder girls... Always keep your ground.. Try never to give in and seem any weaker.. Than we already are looked on... okies? Well... I just have been having a bit of problems with my husband, him still trying to play the part in partying.. and doing all that other stuff he use to do... Well i dunno about you guys but... I think that stage in his life.. is over? He is married to me now.. and well i do expect him hanging out with me more than his friends.. He does of course, its rare when he ever hangs out with them.. I never apose in him hanging out with them.. just in good clean fun, if he doesn't then there is problems ya know... Hm... i guess thats why i'm complaining.. I needed to vent.. Hm.. Okies tell me what ya'll think!? Laters!!!!!

*Yukio*

The pictures i promised!

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 00:19:20 GMT

Current Mood: Proud

Well well, I know that many times i have promised to show pictures of me and michael and i never do.... X.x soo like here ya go! Here are pictures of us at Disneyland! also a picture of our little doggy CASEY, also in the bottom some my bestfriend Rei altered lol

*Yukio*

The pitter patter of little ..... Paws? o_o?

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 16:15:00 GMT

Current Mood: Relaxed

Hiya people!!! How's everyone! Just letting ya'll know that i am still good. I am actually starting school now. I am taking Legal assistant Classes and one music class. But its fun! I was able to now go to school. And also on Feb 12th was the day my grandfather passed away in 1997. I don't do much for Valentines day because well i don't expect much! But! that same day.. I found something out! Guess what? I just found out I'm pregnant! Yeppers! I am gonna have a baby. Yep, at first i was very scared.. I didn't expect this sooo soon!! But hahah i guess that happens... After the Honeymoon... x.x. Today infact i am gonna go to the Doctor to see whats up. I took a pregnancy test and it said possitive twice. Sooo We will see... Michael couldn't be anymore excited... Personally i would have thought him more scared than me.. But nope, he just smiled at me hugged me really hard and said... HAPPY VALENTINES DAY sweetheart! I was like Oh geez.. thanks... -_-; hahaha.. Anyways.. we will see what happends.. So far thats it! see ya'll laters!! Thanks for you constant comments... laterz

*Yukio*

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 01:10:13 GMT

So... Now what?

Current Mood: Happy (Dreams do come true!)

Hiya my fellow Furries! ^_^ Well i guess you all wondering how it is going hm...? And where are those pictures i promised to have... x.x see.. Unfortunately i have them on michael's camera, which i can't put on the computer i am using.. I'm at the navy base right now, i wish i could share them with ya all....There is this really cute one of us standing near a wall that says "... And they lived Happily ever After." Where next to it all smiling and stuff! It came out really cute lol. We also took a picture with Goofy, that was funny hehe. We actually didn't take any pictures with any other disney character, Cus everytime we saw them they were like mobbed by all the little kids and parents.. We were like bah... lets keep riding rides! It was fantastic. I seriously recommend if anyone could go to disneyland for there honeymoon. You should sooo go!!! Actually now that i think about it! Michael took a picture of us with the bride and groom mickey and minnie ears! I'll post it after im done...

Well thank you again to you all for your comments and props! I think this was the most i ever had any lol, ahh also.. I don't think i ever had a picture of my wedding ring looks like right? Hm... well this is how it looks like. --------->

Yeah its white gold and its made out of dimonads OoOOoooOo indeed! Lol i don't like yellow gold btw, hence why i got it that wahy. Isn't it pretty? I am a traditional girl, soo that ring just was perfect for me i loved it! it looks like a crown actually... Anyways...Oh!! I hope everyone's Valentines is good!! I had mine early lol. Guess what michael bought me? lol He got me a Puppy... Yep a stinken' Dog. PSH! Lol actually i was a little distant at first, but then it just was cuddling up to me a lot soo i guess i gave in.. -_-; yep.. I have a lil Minituare Puddle.. Its really cute, its a kinda white, or champage color. Heh, Who know's what else i might get lol! ^_~ whoo... lol Sooo You all like my new background?! Its like totally awsome huh? Michael is my Pepe le Pew and I'm, penelope! Hopefully my good buddy Princess Rei will be able to hook me up with something like that! hehe.. anyways thats it for all you peeps!! here is the picture of michael and i!

We couldn't stop laughing at how stupid we looked! lol CHEEKS!

*Yukio*

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 02:27:19 GMT

Got married...

Current Mood: Extremly Happy

[EDIT] After the Wedding....

Whats up ya'll!!! ^_^ I just wanted to type all that i went threw these past few days! We'll the wedding was great!! It was kinda cute, we were married like if we would have, kinda like in the movies ya know. The admisnistrator and stuff there talking and making us say our vows! I was trembling you guys!! And it was funny because soo was Michael. I felt a little better after i had seen him soo scared.. Cus that means i wasn't the only one that was sooo terrified. But we went threw with it like good little lovers lol. It was soo cute, him in his uniform, me in this sooo uncomfortable dress... -_-; We had lots of pictures taken by my family and Michael's parents! Yep they came down all the way from NC, to come see him get married. For our honeymoon we went to Disneyland!!! What more could a furry like me ask for?! lol Ya know.. Know that i think about it, i've always been scared of being married.. Wanna know why? because seeing how much of a failure it is in my side of the family... The men control the women and get away with soo much , Yet the women get stuck with the kids trying to raise the family and be beaten and stuff... Ugh i always that it was a terrible thing.. But now.. That i myself am a married woman.. I still am scared.. But looking at the tenderness in my Husband's eyes, Seeing how funny he is and how well he treats me.. I could never think him of ever hurting me intentonatly... He is very caring... loving and very protective of me.. I don't think this was a mastake at all... I think this probably was the one choice i made, in my life which ever was probably the best. And with that i leave you with this... I am very lucky to be married to this individual. Because its obvious, He is my soulmate...

-Yukio Carter Nojima

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Just a heads up to you all! I get married in Four more days!

Jan. 27th is when i get married... at 2pm in El Centro, California. I will be Mrs.Carter. After that we will be Going to Disneyland for our Honeymoon. Ironic if you ask me lol. I've had a lot of things to talk about but i wish i had the time to talk about it. Maybe after all this stuff is over! I might have some time to write all that i have been going through.. Its been tough these pass few days! But!! Above all! I love Michael and i am very happy in getting married! Anyways! see ya'll! and Wish me luck!

Ps. I can't help but be scared.. But i know its only natural... I look forward to be married.

*Yukio*

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 17:28:17 GMT

Questions?

Current Mood: Hm...?

[A is for age:] 23

[B is for booze of choice:] any kind of Rum or Tequila

[C is for career:] N/A

[D is for your dad's name:] Natividad

[E is for essential items to bring to a party:] Lots of Booze

[F is for favorite song at the moment:] Mxpx- Responsibility

[G is for favorite game:] Final Fantasy 7

[H is for hometown:] Calexico

[I is for instruments you play:] Guitar, Bass Guitar, Flute, Piano, Drums, Trumpet, and Violin.

[J is for jam or jelly you like:] Its all about Strawberry

[K is for kids?] Never.. can't stand them.. -_-;

[L is for living arrangements:] Living currently with my Fiance, future Husband.

[M is for mom's name:] Beatriz Evelia

[N is for name of crush:] If i say my fiance will kill me >.>; jk xD Michael Carter

[O is for overnight hospital stays:] Nope.. I don't see doctor's According to Jorge Lopez lol

[P is for phobias:] Heights

[Q is for quotes you like:] "Pray for the dead, and Fight for the living" - Unknown

[R is for relationship that lasted the longest:] My third Relantionship - 5 Years

[S is for favorite soda:] Dr. Pepper

[T is for time you wake up:] 10am..

[U is for underwear:] Black with Red

[V is for vegetable you love:] Onion

[W is for weapon of choice:] A Sword...

[X is for x-rays you've had:] Nope, never.. i don't go to doctors lol

[Y is for yummy foods you make:] I make the best Quesadillas, and Enchiladas :D

[Z is for zodiac sign:] Gemini

In 2005 I...

[ x ] broke a promise
[ x ] made a new best friend
[ x ] fallen in love
[ x ] fallen out of love
[ x ] done something you swore not to do
[ x ] lied
[ ] went behind your parents back
[ x ] cried
[ x ] disappointed someone close
[ x ] hidden a secret
[ x ] pretended to be happy
[ ] got arrested
[ ] kissed in the rain
[ x ] slept under the stars
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[ x ] forgot your new years resolution
[ x ] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[ x ] changed your outlook on life
[ x ] sat home all day doing nothing some days
[ x ] pretended to be sick
[ x ] left the country (not this year!)
[ ] almost died
[ x ] gave up something important to you
[ x ] lost something/someone that/who meant a lot to you
[ ] learned something new about yourself
[ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[ x ] made a change in your life
[ x ] found out who your true friends were
[ x ] made a total fool of yourself
[ x ] met great people

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Betty Solis
Birthday:	June 13, 1982
Birthplace:	Mexicali, Mexico
Current Location:	Calexico, California
Eye Color:	Brown
Hair Color:	Black with Red Streaks
Height:	5'0
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right Handed
Your Heritage:	Mexican
The Shoes You Wore Today:	My work shoes
Your Weakness:	Kittens
Your Fears:	To lose more family members
Your Perfect Pizza:	Mushrooms, and extra tomato Sauce.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Lose some weight.. -_-; and get married.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	XD
Thoughts First Waking Up:	Ugh.. I hate the world.. -_-;
Your Best Physical Feature:	My hair..
Your Bedtime:	Any time i get sleepy..
Your Most Missed Memory:	wha..?
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	ew, none.. its all about Hamburger Stand!!! LOL xD
Single or Group Dates:	uh.. i dunno
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Strawberry.. lol xD
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Both?
Do you Smoke:	Hell no..
Do you Swear:	Fuck yeah...
Do you Sing:	Yep, and pretty good too..
Do you Shower Daily:	I try to?
Have you Been in Love:	I am in love.
Do you want to go to College:	Yep
Do you want to get Married:	Still ify on that one..
Do you belive in yourself:	Not really
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Nope
Do you think you are Attractive:	Nope, not at all.
Are you a Health Freak:	Nope
Do you get along with your Parents:	Yeah, mostly my dad.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Yes! I love them
Do you play an Instrument:	I play 7
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Yep New Year's Eve.
In the past month have you Smoked:	Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	Nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	Nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	i don't remember..
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	I wish i would have.. ;_;
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	Nope
In the past month have you been on Stage:	No.. i miss being on stage D:
In the past month have you been Dumped:	Nope..
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	Hm.. nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	Nah..
Ever been Drunk:	Yep, a lot recently.
Ever been called a Tease:	Yep
Ever been Beaten up:	Nope
Ever Shoplifted:	Yep, ever been caught? Nope. lol
How do you want to Die:	I am never dying.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Vet
What country would you most like to Visit:	Japan
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	Blue
Favourite Hair Color:	Blonde
Short or Long Hair:	either way
Height:	Taller than me
Weight:	Doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style:	Punker, extreme goth
Number of Drugs I have taken:	None at all
Number of CDs I own:	I dunno
Number of Piercings:	Just my ears..
Number of Tattoos:	I will get one soon >.>
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	A lot of things
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Friday, December 23, 2005

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 12:28:28 GMT

Hater.......

Current Mood:Angry

Thank you, Furry friends for having the time to read what i dearly lost. As most of you knew... That this day was gonna come soon enough.. I felt it came too soon... Lately instead of feeling better i've been feeling worse and worse.... I feel like i am going into the deepest depression, I have ever faced... I don't put on make up anymore... I just sit and eat uncontrolably...I wish not to pick up my phone... Its been really hard... I've been not wanting to talk to anyone on the phone... You might ask? What about Mike? Well for some odd reason, When the oportunity comes to let it all out, with him on the phone.. Either he is too busy or his phone is dying.. Or i just feel he doesn't wanna listen to my whinning.. soo i don't share... Soo lately i've not been the most attentive girlfriend.. I usually am... I've been sorta ignoring it... I hadn't talked since she died... people cross words with me and i just nod.. I have been in a state of shock.. I came to the conclusion... the reason i haven't been saying anything is because i'm not letting my whole emotions out... Im holding them all in.. And by doing that... Hate and anger are coming along with it... I let my supervisor know.. That if she is smart not to make me work this whole week or i just my quit on them... I have this hate... towards the world at the moment... Its like... Out of all people why her? Why'd she have to die suffering like that? I watched her die... So many fucken assholes in this God damn world.. and her.. she never smoked... Never drank... She was a healthy woman.. with two kids... She was hard working.. She was a fucken Super person.. always taking care of all of us... And look at it now... Nothing but a god damn fucken shell.. Empty... Asleep... Gone forever... Where does she go?... Who knows?.. no one..Answers i can't get anywhere... Soo here i am Pissed off... Trying myself my hardest to let things out... But i don't think i will, Until Michael is here Physically.. Til then.. Im here.... all Hater... *sighs* To distract myself i stole this from Princess Rei.. who got it from Polaris... here goes..

1. What is your character's name? Yukio Nojima

2. What kind of character is it (furry, anime, etc) and any particular race?
Anthropomorphic White Tiger

3. What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up? *ugh* not again.. -_-;

4. Your character's favorite outfit would be? Her Red Corset, with her Black skirt, and her Black Cloke, with her Black combat boots

5. When your character looks into a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice?
God! Do i have big boobs ;_;

6. Does your character have the same tastes in food as you?
yeppers!

7. How is your character similar to you?
Of Course, She is me.

9. If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you?
Nah, Probably more suductive. And plesent.. not annoying like mine Lol XD

10. If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as them?
Look at myself, and go pounce on Princess Rei, Then say "DUDEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! :O"

11. Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them?
Nah. I think everyone really likes her o.o, more than me >.>;;

12. What advantages does your character have over you?
She has a better Killer Bod than i do...

13. What disadvantages?
She gets too much attention.. she is that charming...

14. Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know?
Yep, She's Bi... >.>;

15. Do you have any secret drawings only you know about?
yep... >.>;;;;;;

16. Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him/her?
I Hope to come out in one of my best friends Stories.. I dunno, If i could draw.. I'd do something but i suck heh.. -_-;

17. What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character?
That she is a Flirt and couldn't be trusted.. unfaithful... But no she just friendly ^_^

18. If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be?
Being that Slim and Boosty...

19.Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same relationship with your character as you with the real-life person?
Um, i dunno... Princess Rei, is her bestfriend, Likewise is Spark Dog. yet IRL They are too.. o.o

20. Have you written any stories about your character?
Yes i've writen wher whole life's story

21. How has your character changed since his/her first creation?
She was mostly a punky little white tiger no wings... Then became this Sorceress/Songstress who charms, most males, with wings.

*Yukio*

Monday, December 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 21:45:26 GMT

The time has come...

Current Mood:Very sad....

Reality hits people... differently... I don't think that most of us realize how much of a impact it can take on certain people... This morning tragedy hit my family... My aunt has passed away... We were all there with her the whole way.. I never felt soo sorry for anyone my whole life.. I didn't feel one bit relaxed or ok... She was suffering to much... It was terrible... My whole family wouldn't stop crying and being there next to her.... I tried finding comfort in my solitude... I don't like talking to other people or have people watch me cry... To me it was a great sign of weakness... Soo I tried my best to not cry... I know keeping it all inside wasn't the best choice i could have made... But right now i feel i could let everything out... I wanna say that she is in a better place and looking down on us... Which i wish i believed... I don't have much faith in things anymore... I don't know, What to believe... Its bad enough my faith hanged in the balance of thin thread. Soo now it pretty much when down the toilet... Why did this have to happen to us? Why she have to go so young? I could type so many questions... and whine and complain of why... But really.. I couldn't care less why... I just am angry that it happened.. And that i am not very pleased it was with my family... She couldn't have gotten any worse disease... what i hated it was that she was there watching herself slip away before our eyes.. She kept repeating that she "couldn't do it, let go" *sigh*

........................ I don't wanna say i was alone... But i felt i was.. Michael is in North Carolina with his family... His b-day is on the 20th of this month.... And well Christmas is right around the corner.... Some chirstmas...psh... I hope all of you have a nice Christmas... Because i won't be... I believe we lay her to rest on Saturday... or maybe Sunday... At least so i was told... v_v anyways.... Merry Chirstmas everyone... btw.. I won't be getting married anytime soon either... Soo i'll see how that goes..

*Yukio*

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 04:05:37 GMT

So, the show goes on.....

Current Mood: Sleepy...

Well, Anyways...time is going by... Another year is about to pass us all up....Let us think back on all of the stuff we have gone through... Funny isn't it? We all have our problems, Yet here we still are... Grinning and smiling at these Holidays.. Well most of us lol that is.. I love this Holiday! I love Chirstmas. I think its a time of year i seriously can sit drinking my coffee and watch the world go by without really worrying about much.. Cuz i know its only for a small amount of time.. People smile this way... Seem like have so much on there minds and are glad to be alive.. Bah.. I'm Just Ranting as you can see ... lol.

Hrmms... I cut my hair recently? If that is of any new news? hah, Going to work as usual.. Trying not to get fired... and well trying to keep up with everyone... Well lets see.. I made a new friend btw o.O, Her name is Jammie.. even though she is very Time consuming.. Not in a bad way of course.. She just loves to be around me.. And i love the attention do not get me wrong.. But unfortunately since now that i will be settling down.. I wanna just be at home ya know? Just hanging out with Mike. She asks me a lot to go drinking with her and go out with her. Which i wouldn't mind going... If i were still Single, or just still at home. Soo now its like not as tempting.. I just feel like bah... I don't wanna go... x_x Toooooo lazy.... too.... Soo i feel bad that she asks me out so much yet, I just have to turn her down... This coming saturday, Mike is going back to North Carolina. I hope it goes well with him.. o.o I am gonna miss the little Woody the woodpecker. Lol Yeah i gave him that nickname after, spikeing his hair up with cream i was using on his back. LOL How embarrssing for him if he reads this XD... Then it was even more funny, He actually made the laugh of that character LOL!! Oh i couldn't contain my laugh lol. Soooo!!! lol *yawns* Im getting sleepy Okies! well thats all for now!!! See ya'll later!

P.S. Some of you don't know im a Siberian white tiger? Or thats me as a furry? well here is a few pics of myself made be people and myself.

*Yukio*