Hello fellow furries! how's the life? Well mine has been ya know kinda different lately... With me being pregnant and all i guess you could say i've been moody >.>;  Yeah ok, i've always been moody.. But seriously... I have to say i have been more lately since now that i have these mood swings because i feel awful half the time. Hm... I don't know about you guys maybe i need your advice. I think in a marriage there should be lots of love, respect and of course understanding. Now i don't know how to go about this with out feeling akward about it... See, since i got married, i know that now its no longer about going out anymore.. ya know going to parties getting drunk and well doing all that stuff you use to do in single life... Of course there are a lot of couples who well let there spouse do those things... Like me.. But for some reason.. I can't help but feel like an ass... (puts on a donkey face)  Giving that much liberty to my husband.. While i stay home... bored... doing really nothing... Well i am a bit of a social person.. But i really don't feel comfortable with the people my husband, calls "Friends". Maybe because they feel a bit pushy... and intrusive... Kinda like nosey... I am very much a private person... that kind of feeling makes me feel very uncomfortable.. Like for example.. I hate per pressure.. Ya know that pressure where they make fun of you cus you don't drink, or do something like that? We'll that always happend when michael would take me with his friends.. everyone would be drinking and partying while I have to watch everyone.. and well they'd ask me why don't i.. and well i always say cus i don't like it.. Of course later they go and make fun of me and well keep pressing the subject.. I am not as strong as i seem to be give in to be a part of the crowd.. But now.. I'm pregnant.. I'm gonna be 24 in june.. i am gonna have a baby soon.. Don't think i am a little old already to be trying to look good with the "crowd" Plus lol its not like i've ever been... Just a reminder girls... Always keep your ground.. Try never to give in and seem any weaker.. Than we already are looked on... okies? Well... I just have been having a bit of problems with my husband, him still trying to play the part in partying.. and doing all that other stuff he use to do... Well i dunno about you guys but... I think that stage in his life.. is over? He is married to me now.. and well i do expect him hanging out with me more than his friends.. He does of course, its rare when he ever hangs out with them.. I never apose in him hanging out with them.. just in good clean fun, if he doesn't then there is problems ya know... Hm... i guess thats why i'm complaining.. I needed to vent.. Hm.. Okies tell me what ya'll think!? Laters!!!!!

*Yukio*